"You have a free will and God also know everything" ,
"But how’s the possible" argued me,
"that’s Inconceivable", and as soon as he said that I knew the topic is over.
Something that inconceivable, how can we talk about it, and the great topic that’s been on from ever ended once again. Though we didn’t expect to come to any answer but it’s just that, these are the moments when you just want to let it out.
If God really know everything, then why is he making us go through all this? There’s no reason if that’s true, but then if he does not know what’s going to happen, then probably he does not even know what to do with us.
This is one question that has been going through in my mind over and over again and has really made me think about my faith and believe in everything. I have strong belief in God and have a very strong faith, but there are few things that just keep coming back again and again.
One of them is “should we really pray?” does God really wants to be praised and we have to constantly tell him that we worship him, we remember him, we haven’t forgotten him. What if we all stop someday and see what happens. May be God doesn’t want to be worshiped. May be he is just happy that we go on with our lives and work hard to do what we are doing, take care of each other, and submit ourselves to his decision, his power and his judgment.
My friend argues that Heaven and Hell are real. We do our thing and based on our deeds, good and bad, we go to either one. His interpretation considers planets where life is very easy (heaven) and where life is very tough (Hell). Now question is if we go to heaven, is it possible I get bored of all the good things and everything being perfect. What if I decide to leave heaven some day? Since I have free will I can do that.
For this my friend said, we have the choice, you will leave heaven, again live a life, create a balance of your good and bad deeds, and again you would go to either one. What if I again land up in Heaven, and I had wanted to go to Hell.
Bigger question is even if I am choosing all the decisions and it is my choice, this constant wondering between Heaven and Hell, doesn’t that make me immortal!! And if we believe only God is immortal, how come I have equal mortality as God.
Now is Earth the deciding place for heaven and hell? May be if I had asked my friend I consider he would have answered that there are other planets also where decisions are made. Now thing is on earth also we have places where life is very easy and life is very tough. Now if earth is a deciding factor then shouldn’t it be a neutral ground.
Incidentally when I was writing this, ‘Pink Floyd - Wish you were Here’ started playing on my speaker screeming out, 'can you tell, heaven from hell'?
I don’t know why I wrote this, but surely felt scared writing all this and ended up more confused and feeling more terrible than ever before, but then had to let it out somewhere. May be we are just 'lost souls swimming in fish bowl' or whatever, it’s surely no one of us to know and no one of us can tell. I came with this one while writing this.
I think it also forms part of my whole 'lost road' theme. It talks about something unexplainable and indeterminate.
Searching Beyond Faith
its no one to answer
and no one to know
not everyone gets it
and not everyone would
still we keep the faith
and hold it strong
may be some day will come
when it shows along
holding the light it will
lead the way
showing what lies
across the empty space
but still we might consider
it worth-a-while
we came a long way
but nothing in sight
its no one ever told
and no one could have known
what we expected to see
and what lies beyond belief
as we reached another place
time still had the same pace
its dejavu all over again
a blurred memory an old dream
its hard to forget and hard to live
as no one had seen it
and no one ever will
Labels: God, Lost
