My Invisible Life
2 days back there was time when I just wanted to hide myself, and disappear from everyone’s eye. Just hide under my bed or my big closet and sit there for the rest of the time. Also I want to be invisible and wanted to fly on top of everyone and see what they are doing? No one should see me and find me but I should see everyone from the top.
Feeling of despair and restlessness continued till today before I went out for a walk.
I walked and walked for more than a mile one side, and no one could see me. I could see everyone going on normally with their life, sitting in a nice restaurant and enjoying the dinner, driving in their car and strangely unaware of my presence. And I walked and kept walking and wondering what’s happening to the world why can’t they see me. Here I am walking 6 foot tall, and no one could find me. Something’s wrong in the world today or may be my wish came true; I have become invisible to the world.
Ah what a feeling but how wrongly timed. This is not what I want now. I wish a car just stop behind and some one calls my name. I wish I could have written this while I was walking. May be I should have saved the thoughts I had then. May be it’s a dream walk. May be I was dreaming. I went into a book store at the end of my walk. Going through the shelf I saw a book ‘First break all the rules’ and I continued my dream walk to the next shelf and to next and realized I want to get back to that book. Came back where I thought I had seen it but it had disappeared. May be it was flying on top of my head and could see me and I was totally unaware of it. It was time to close the store and I started my walk back. Came all the way back still invisible to naked eyes, went into a shop at the back of patrol bunk and bought a ‘snicker’, to my relief at least it was for real. May be I am getting back to the world and regaining my powers.
I am back in my room now and I am again visible to everyone, oh crap, invisible life was better.
Feeling of despair and restlessness continued till today before I went out for a walk.
I walked and walked for more than a mile one side, and no one could see me. I could see everyone going on normally with their life, sitting in a nice restaurant and enjoying the dinner, driving in their car and strangely unaware of my presence. And I walked and kept walking and wondering what’s happening to the world why can’t they see me. Here I am walking 6 foot tall, and no one could find me. Something’s wrong in the world today or may be my wish came true; I have become invisible to the world.
Ah what a feeling but how wrongly timed. This is not what I want now. I wish a car just stop behind and some one calls my name. I wish I could have written this while I was walking. May be I should have saved the thoughts I had then. May be it’s a dream walk. May be I was dreaming. I went into a book store at the end of my walk. Going through the shelf I saw a book ‘First break all the rules’ and I continued my dream walk to the next shelf and to next and realized I want to get back to that book. Came back where I thought I had seen it but it had disappeared. May be it was flying on top of my head and could see me and I was totally unaware of it. It was time to close the store and I started my walk back. Came all the way back still invisible to naked eyes, went into a shop at the back of patrol bunk and bought a ‘snicker’, to my relief at least it was for real. May be I am getting back to the world and regaining my powers.
I am back in my room now and I am again visible to everyone, oh crap, invisible life was better.
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posted by Yogesh at
10:06 PM
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